"You know they're special when no matter what mood you're in, they can make you smile.."
Sayang.. Perasan tak kita dah tak macam dulu..? Perasan tak kita lebih byk salah faham dari gurau gurau mcm dulu..? Perasan tak semuanya senang sangad jadi serabut..? Perasan tak yang kita kejap okay kejap tak..? Perasan tak sayang..?
Hmpp.. Org tauu, semuanya bepunca dr org. Org yg tak pandai kawal emosi. Org terlalu senang melenting. Org cepad touching. Org suka pukul awak. Cubit awk sekuad hati. Jahad sangad org ni kan sayang..? Tapi awak? Awk saba je kan dgn perangai org. Awk stil bole gelak gelak bila kena pukul, cubed dgn org. Awk stil tahan dgn org kalau org marah marah kan b.
Tapi sejak sejak ni dah kurang. Perasan tak..? Bila org merajuk, msm muka, b just ckp "sukahati lahh.." Entahlah b. Taktau nk explain cemana. Undefined feeling, totally. hmp Maybe b dah bosan. Org faham. Dntworry..
Yaa, im not in the mood dear. Not just today, but always nd keep moody right? I always hope that you cn understnd me, keep accompany me, even late at night, keep say that everythings gonna be alright, keep texting me eventhough i dont even feel want to text, all i ever want is you sayang. Biasa lah perempuan, nak di pujuk, di teman. Nd same goes to me my dear. Org tak kuad. Dats y org perlukan b. Tapi org tau, org tak boleh nak paksa b, twentyfour-seven ada dgn org. B pun ada kerja yg b kena buad. B pun ada family yg b kena takecare, ada mak yg b kena denga cakap dea, ada abah yg kena tolong dea kalau dea mintak tolong, b bukan nya ada org sorang je dlm dunia ni kan..
You're so special to me b,
Even u're superbusy, u stil cn call me, even tkde ape nk dicakap.
Tenga masak pun stil textingg.
Every night, before nk tidur misti nk denga suara even seminit.
Goodnight wishes yg panjang berjelaa.
Morning wishes tak pernah miss.
Keep say sweet words.
Keep making me smile.
Treat me like i am ur princess.
Taking a really good care bout me.
Keep worrying me.
Nd most important,
keep nd always love me..
Thanks fr everything sayang..
The way you treat me infront of ur family, the way you hold my hand when im not in the mood, the way you keep trying to making me smile when i dont even want to smile.
Entahlah b. Org taktau nk buad cemana lagi supaya keadaan jadi lebih baik. Sbb semuanya sbenanya depends on me. Org yg selalu jd punca salah faham. Org suka terasa tak tentu arah. Sakit hati kan sbenanya layan org mcm syg ni b? Jgn nafikan. Org tau b.. Tapi org tak pernah nak salahkan b. Its all my bad. Blame it on me dear. Just punish me! Tak penah fikir perasaan b. Hw bad i am....
Maafkan semua salah syg pd b.. Bg syg masa, syg akn lebih hargai b lepas ni.. Syg takkan cmpurkan hal emosi dgn rship kita. B ada hak utk dilayan elok elok. Cuma syg mintak jasa baik b, please, jaga hati syg jugak. Hati tisu yg senang koyak ni. Syg tak boleh bila b just say ''takecare, ly" time syg tengaa down. Seriously i need you to be w me. Mmg nmpk mcm desprate, tp tu lah syg. You're my only strenght dear :( Semoga semuanya baik baik je lepas ni kan sayangg..
Lebih kurang sepuluh hari je lagi nak raya.. Insyallah panjang umur, kita raya sama sama k sayangg..
Syg sygkn b, thankyou fr our 4th month relationship. Hope it will be last forever kan sayang? Insyaallah..
When life gives you a hundred reason to cry, show life that you have a thousand reason to smile :)
I need you so bad :(
Much love, Girlfie.